clean hair

 I took an everything shower but it didn't heal me. Only washed my hair and made me smell good. I feel so sad and depressed today. But, at the same time, I feel alright. I have kind of a breakdown this afternoon and I think it's because I felt overwhelmed. I'm trying to learn why I'm reacting in certain ways to certain things. I'm scared of putting too much emphasis on my autism diagnostic and not enough on myself. Where does the autism ends and Sarsh begins? 

On other news, I've started watching The Sex Lives of College Girls and I really enjoy it! I'm at episode 4 and my favourite is Whitney, I think. I like the four of them, really, but I'm waiting to see their growth. I kinda don't like Mindy Kaling's writing and stuff and some jokes really don't land with me but I'll see how it goes. Never Have I Ever is one of my favourite shows so I thinks she can make good stuff... 

I'm going to sleep, now. It's only 9pm but I'm exhausted. Tomorrow is a day off but my niece and nephew are coming over so it won't be a peaceful day... 

Thanks for reading. Bye!!<333