monster energy (not affiliated)

 I realized that, when I'm the most exhausted is when I'm also the most motivated. I had a really, really long day today. Woke up at 5am, went to a therapy evaluation and then went to work. And when I got home, I changed my bedsheets, cleaned a bit my room, did the laundry and even took a quick shower! It might seems like not much to some but, for me, doing so many things at once is almost a miracle. 

I feel so empty most of the time, so exhausted I can't do anything. But sometimes, I get so tired I don't feel it. It has the opposite effect on me. I'm so weary I could run two marathons and I feel like I will never sleep again. That's what happened to me today. I almost fell asleep at work but, once I set a foot at home, I went into a frenzy and felt the need to clean everything. It felt good, to be honest. It helps me think there's still hope for my poor soul, lmao. 

Anyway, on other news, the third season of yellowjackets is coming out in TEN DAYS!!!!! GUYS!!!!! I used to pray for times like this!!!!!!!! I'd like to rewatch the two first seasons and maybe write something about them... I just love this show so much I can't believe we're almost there again! I think this season will be especially heartbreaking and I honestly can't wait!

But for now, I'm finally going to bed because I'm starting to feel the exhaustion coming back and I think I truly deserve a good night of sleep!