busy bee

 What have I been up to in the last six days you might ask? I read four books (three of which weren't that good but fun nonetheless and one I really liked), watched the second season of The Sex Life of College Girls (OH MY GOD) and the two first episodes of Arcane season two (WHAT???????????), went to a Royel Otis show with Christine (it was really great even if we were right by the sound system), changed my bedsheets (finally) and, of course, worked! Thankfully, tomorrow is the last day before the weekend. I truly can't wait. I'm so, so tired. I know I always say that I'm exhausted but it's not my fault if it's how I feel most of the time... My mom bought vitamins so I might start taking them and I should get a new light therapy lamp soon...

Also, my computer is officially dying. I don't know what will break first: the system or the outside. Everytime I close and open the screen, there's a little part that creaks and breaks. There's a spot on my screen where I can't click on even if my mouse shows. The problem is, I don't have money. Like, I really, REALLY, don't have ANY money right now. I have many, many late unpaid bills piling up, I've even been prosecuted because of one of them. I owe my friends so much money and I know they don't mind if I give it back to them later than I said I would but it still bothers me greatly. On top of that, my headphones died too. Like, the left side doesn't work anymore. And we're still so far from the end of the month... 

I know everything will be fine once I've been paid but... I'm so sick of living this way. From paycheck to paycheck, spending most of my month without any money on my account because I had to pay for late bills and everything's gone by the first of the month. I hope my new salary will help me but it's still not much, honestly. Since I'm not working full-time, I can't expect more thought. It'll have to do. 

My brain is mush so I'm going to lay in bed and play games on my phone while listening to some dumb youtube video. Good night!