Internship 2

Today I'm starting my internship. (I'm obviously not writing this article before going but the night before.) I feel anxious and I'm a bit scared because I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to do. I don't even remember the name of my manager or supervisor or whatever. I think since it's been a while since I last worked, I'm not sure of how to act with people. I lost my touch around strangers. And it wasn't even good to start with. 

At the place I used to work, I spent three years being physically unable to say "hi" to people. They'd say "hi!" and I'd answer with a "hello". And everyone found it really weird. I know because I heard them talking about it. I'm just not good with people when they aren't my friends. I'm always afraid of saying something weird or acting in a strange way. What if I squint my eyes at them because my contacts make me uncomfortable and they think I'm funny? And not in a positive way. But more in a "thankfully this girl is leaving in a month" kind of way. And I'm not even familiar with the town where the museum is located! Where am I supposed to eat for lunch? Will there be a break room? But will it be okay for me to eat there since I don't know anyone? I sure hope people will be nice to me. And I hope there are people my age, too. The best would be a girl around my age so she can become my work best friend for the month! 

There are many more thoughts in my head but I'm not sure how to put them down. I just wish everyone will be alright. I'm trying to not get too much anxious but it's harder than it seems. I'll come back tonight to give an update!