The start

Hello everyone! It's friday and I'm stuck in my bedroom so I figured I'd start a blog.

Roughly twenty minutes later, here we are! :) Even though I've been on the internet for more than fifteen years now, I never really got a blog. Or, rather you could say that I had plenty of them but never posted anything more than one post. And I hope this one will be different! 

I'll probably talk about medias I'm consuming here because it's almost all I do these days. I'm 24, unemployed and depressed. So I read, watch movies and listen to podcast. Like a normal, depressed person. But, even though we got apps for everything now, all my opinions and ideas are scattered all over internet. Sure, I have a goodreads for books and mangas and comics and I've made a Letterboxd for movies and yes, I have TV Time for tv shows. I also have a secret instagram account that I use as my diary and for yapping sessions. I use twitter for the usual stuff (rambling, retweeting stuff I find important to share and looking at pretty art). I'm also on Tumblr sometimes, when I remember to use it. I spend way too much on my time on Tiktok, too. And, of course, I got an invite code for Bluesky. I put on youtube and twitch to accompany my day. I never miss a single Bereal! 

I'm not sure I could ever get off the internet. My life, such as most of the planete, is intrasically bound to it. As I said, I'm 24 and I've been roaming these places since I was like seven or eight. There's a huge chance that my brain is rotting because of that. Being on here sure distracts me and help me get my mind off things happening in my life. But it also throws me constantly all around the world. I'm sad when I wake up and I'm even sadder when I see what happened on the other side of the planet while I was sleeping. I'm always thinking about death because I think it became an inherent part of our society, now more than ever. People die every second every day. It's always been this way. But now I'm sitting in my room feeling helpless. I boycott, I try to talk about things happening in Congo and Palestine to my family. I keep up with the news. I try my best to think in new ways and to be a better person. I share links, I do my click every day. Does it mean I'm a good person? Am I doing enough? Am I enough?

I may never know. But I'll always be there, on the internet. And I'll keep trying, even if it's only little bits. Even if it might be meaningless.

This post wasn't intended to be this depressing or whatever. I'm just going on with my thougths, right now. All that to say that I'll share about the things I love on here. And I'll go on the occasional tangent when I feel like it. I'm a writer too and I miss writing so I hope this blog will help me getting my hobby back!

This place is just for me to centralize all of the things I like! And maybe some of the things I dislike, too. I must admit I'm a hater at heart but I'm also a really easy-going person. I like most of the medias I consume. Is that because I only consume good medias or because I have no taste? Who knows... 

Welcome to my silly little blog! Hope we'll get along :3c

Thanks for reading. Bye!!<333